See la this is the freaking reason why I want to go in depo perova or some sort of hormone control I PMS SO BADLY. It’s like my heart hurts and I wanna bawl my eyes out but like I’m so vain and full of pride I don’t wanna make my eyes puffy. And right my lips will swell and it’s a freaking waste of effort. G darling if you’re reading my tumblr I’m so sorry I only lost angsty, really annoying bitchy posts with plenty of vulgarities and no fun stuff now cos like, (and with erratic punctuation), if I’m happy I would share it with the world on text or twitter or sth! But no if I tell someone irl I’ll cry and I mean I get to lazy and upset to type when I am pmsing SO WHAT’S THE POINT.
Golly I’m so tired but yay breaking dawn tmr ARGH I DON’T WANNA GO TO WORK. Skin is TERRIBLE I just wanna sob but like it’s a stupid waste of everything.
Emotional about the slightest thing sia happy also wanna cry. Sad also wanna cry. Don’t even feel angry anymore just wanna.cry cry cry this is ridiculous.
CRYING IS BAD. I will smile and be happy. Woof.
Hundred and one percent annoyed with my mommy but then right if they throw me out I’m some useless piece of shit seriously emooooo:(
RLJH texted me but I’m too upset to reply I no wanna make my friends sad tooooo:( yux tears streaming down my face.
EVERY MONTH OKAY THIS IS NOT WORKING OUT ARGH. Okay when I go to college I shall move out.
This is it I tell you.
I wanna sleep but I’m so upset and sad whyyyyyyy.
On the bright side can’t really tell I’m crying yay no awkz convos:)
Must remember that MONEY DOES NOT RULE MY LIFE. I choose to be happy and well rested. It’s like grades.
But argh can’t just let parents support me this is so annoying.
Gonna watch movie tmr okay from not on not staying past time urgh makes me upset.